The Life Of An Obsessed Optimist

6:19PM

PROMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM ahahah! lol
Prom was definitely pretty awesome, I didn't really think it would be since so many people said it was like wicket boring and what not, but meh I had an awesome time!! the last people dancing were like me david stephen and tara lol ahaha good times :)

Safe Grad was also lots of fun (well I thought so anyway) but I'm slightly pissed I didn't know there was more stuff to do!! damn itt!! but anyway, still was pretty great. I loved the casino, I got right into it lol me, tara, and david playing blackjack with dougie was hilarious lol. I also really enjoyed the blow up tunnel, in which tyler, becca, tara, and I for the most part just through disks at each other lol ahah that was awesome, it like made my night <3

ohh myyy..so, now I've almost reached the end of my high school experience..freakyyy...I'm pretty terrified for the graduation, theres a practice tomorrow, oh my. 

At the moment, I'm trying very hard to get up and get ready for amanda's grad party..it's very difficult to move at all when you're veryy veryy tired though :\ 

12:00AM - as fast as molasses on a coldd dayy.

oh me oh my. I do believe it has been about a century since I have updated. Haha, for some reason I find it incredibley difficult to log into lj (actually not even that, cuz I read everyone else's posts) and inform the world (well you guys at least <3) of my ever so exciting life...haha, I think I've just discovered the REAL reason as to why I don't update lol cuz I'm not that exciting at all...in the least. But alas, I felt I needed to send out some message into the void. So here I am void, get ready.

I am having an extremely hard time believing that I am actually graduating from highschool, like I don' t think the truth has actually sunk in yet. In the back of my mind, my brain keeps saying, don't worry, next year will be like all the others, and you'll get to hear wendall's "skippers" speech, and watch colin campbell figure out the rubix cube in under 2 minutes, don't worry, you're not graduating, this is all just a hallucination, if you will, of sorts. Like my worst night mare come true......I am not ready for the real world yet wendall!!! I'm just not! there's no way!!

and everyone leaving!! I mean, this is crazy! true I'll still have some of you guys around here, but as for the others, it'll be so weird!! It'll be like a piece of me is always missing :( ...I don't really ever like change, and I know I'm not gunna like this at all. Anyway, not much else could make me feel more older right now except my young-still-in-highschool-boyfriend. Good one jonathan, good one

4:21PM

Happy birthday Becca!! you're sooo young!!! :):):)
Happy belated birthday to Cori and Kris!!!! :):):):):)

~<3 Mel

4:48PM

Pure Nerd 65 % Nerd, 26% Geek, 17% Dork

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lol oh my.

8:56PM

*Does a little dance*  NO SCHOOL NO SCHOOL NO SCHOOL NO SCHOOL!!!!!

...ahem..just had to get that outta my system :) today I slept in 'til 11:30..oh my it was sooo wonderful lol and then I lazed around for awhile, started on my Christmas wishlist for my parents, and then got ready to go dress shopping..yay!!..I must admit, it is quite fun. What's really amusing is when I try on a really pouffy dress and then when I take it off, it stands up on the floor by itself..lol it's funny..

..So far, the really pretty yellow one I tried on thats reallyyy expensive, and the pretty pink one I tried on in Dartmouth are possibilities..

I can not WAIITT until the precal midterm is over..DEAD SEA guys, I'm gunna throw a party for myself this weekend when I don't have to study that anymore!!! :)

11:53PM

At the moment, I am listening to Christmas music, and somewhere Sam is squeeing and dancing in circles..haha..tonight was pretty good..me and the 2 leo-tards (Sam and Tyler) went out for Chinese food/Mallin/Drivin'...it was fun..I kept roaring..like DEAD SEA guys I think someone friggen spiked my pop at the Chinese place...I roared at EVERYTHING. It was a pretty awesome night...I'm crazy into the Christmas spirit tonight too..oh my..this week has gone by pretty slow, I'm just super pumped it's finnnallllyyyyy the weekend!! yay!! 

Tomorrow shall consist of my studying precal/perhaps cleaning and what not since I don't have work cuz of Rememberance Day..ahhh I am sooo Tired!!!

I am so Jon today lol

4:54PM

Oh my. Today started off good and all, then got a tad frustrating and what not but I guess there is not much to be done about that. I just don't know how some people do it. How they manage to be in everything imaginable, but still have top marks and have time to breathe. That's crazy. I don't think I could do all that. 

I'm being really obsessed and I reallyyy need to stop because it's driving me crazy. I'm obsessed with trying to be the best and it's definitely not getting me anywhere..I need to slowww 'er down. Okay. Slowwwww 'er down mel, slowwwww 'er down. Breathe mel breathe...

and yes, I am talking to myself, that definitely isn't good.

So, in happier news, I had part one of the physics test today..I think I did really good, it's the most confident I've felt about a test so far this year..

9:12PM

ahhhh. Oh my. Update. Friday was just plain scary as I had a pre-cal test..yeah..enough said basically..it was very frightening..Sam, Becca, Katie, Tara, and everyone else in the class knows what I'm talking about..

Last night Stephen and I went to Sam's to watch horror movies muah..I was quite disappointed with Silent Hill, I thought it would be wayy scarier..but the other movie we got, Boo, was actually pretty good..it was hilarious but scary at the same time..I loved the hot guy and the black detective dude.."In my day, when we shot someone, they stayed dead!!!" lol he was awesomee..

I just got off work a little while ago, and I have no idea what's up for tonight..Tyler was talking about shopping?!?!? but who knows..I feel sooo lazy and I'm freezing right now..what a beautiful fall day today was though!! Oh I wish I could have properly enjoyed it by dancing outside or something..but alas..I had work..at least I got paiddd ahhh moola moola moola!! lol anyway I should end this before I get too crazy...

12:34PM

Oh my. So I just got back from the "Run for the Cure" it was awesome, as always..I went in with Tyler, Sam, and Mike in Tyler's awesomely pimpin' truck lol I've never been in it before, and I quite enjoyed the experience. So, now I feel stuffed from the food at Wendy's (yum yum), tired from racing Stephen, and happy that I'm not working today (thank god) :) lol.

Quite a bit has happened in the last few days..today is the 1st of October everybody!! yay fall!!!! I do love the fall :) the leaves have begun to change and it is very beautiful..I have the urge to go for a drive in the country at the moment because it's just so pretty and (once again) I'm not working!! :) yipee!

So..I shall not use names..but I have come to realize, someone turned out to be a different kind of person than I thought they were..I thought they were the kind of person I could love, but quickly realized this was misleading and last night basically confirmed my thoughts. It's definitely a tad disappointing but what can you do? It happens..just gotta move on.

So I'm hoping I get a call from Sam in the near future..I don't want to look at precal!!! :(:(:(:(

9:32PM

Okay. I'm slightly thinking out loud here, so don't get scared. I've had a time to reflect of sorts, and I just came to a weird conclusion. I've been thinking about everything from school and beyond,  and I realized something. Does anything we ever do get us ahead in life? In the long run, are we constantly going in circles? Everyone's trying to save their ass, never caring about anyone else, doing anything to get ahead of the rest...

Here's another thinker...is grade 12 a time to celebrate, or just another pain in the ass? At the moment, I'm convinced it's the latter..there is an insane amount of pressure in grade 12..I think I've figured it out...the celebration is not one of graduating, it's of relief...a party for you because "you made it through".

Followers are the most annoying people I know. They tag along after everyone else, the kind of people that when asked if they'd jump off of a cliff after everyone else would reply "but of course, what's wrong with that? everyone else did it"...they definitely aren't getting ahead of anyone else...they just keep following..

I wish more people were genuine. Honestly genuine. The people that you can trust not to blab everything to the world. We need more of them. It's just exhausting and pointless to tell all your life's secrets to someone who's gunna tell it all to everyone else..I just don't understand it.

And finally, I wish I was a risk taker. I've said it before, and I'll say it again..they've gotta have more fun than the rest of us..they don't worry about being rejected or about what waits around the corner for them, they just go for it..I wish I could.

I want to laugh, I want to cry..but mostly, I just want to go back in time.

 

5:16PM

oh my. New in the life of me..well at the moment I'm super tired and I desperately wish I could take a nap, but I have to study for my french test which is tomorrow..meh..I hope I do okay..I'm not really all that great with the stuff we're working on. Oh my.

Today we had interact, and mostly talked about the run for the cure..I can't wait!! :) it's gunna be awesome :)
Tomorrow I have a yearbook meeting..let the brain storming begin!

So my mom just started asking me about prom dresses..we had been planning to go to New Brunswick originally in October, where we would be staying with my relatives..but now I'm not sure if that's going on..so she asked me where I want to get my dress..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. This is getting scary guys. What's even scarier though is..oh gosh I don't even wanna talk about it.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

~<3 I want you on my team.

7:56PM

wuah. So I thought I'd update sine I'm bored and what not so here it is...

So I am one of the associate editors of the yearbook!!! pumped? yes!! lol I was really hoping I'd get something to do with the yearbook because I want to try to be involved with graduation readiness and what not so I'm gunna give this my all...and I'm pretty sure there is a fair amount of work involved..but I can't wait to get started anyway :)

...So tomorrow is Friday!! TGIF!!! It seems like the week just flew by!! I can't wait to chill out for a couples days..hopefully tomorrow we will be having a movie night? I hope, and on Saturday I believe we are doing a mall shot..good goodness I can't wait..

....so Grey's Anatomy season premiere is in an hour..I'm pumped for that too...Caitlin, you're not the only one who gets pumped for tv shows lol 

ahhhh..what else is new in the life of me..that's probably about it for now..

11:58PM

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh omg tonight was freaking awesome!! :) "Put on your saddle, and head to DWG's, stop at the road where Charlie Nearing took thee!!" ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh we are sooo good ;) lol So tonight, katie, stephen, and I went to the mall in katie's truck and tyler, sam, becca, and tara met us there in tyler's car...mall was boring..blah blah blah..but then..the racing began!!!

So first we raced to the Carmac..WE WON!!! and then we raced to the stone church..where there was some craziness..oil truck? ahh WE WON!!! and then off to..the main entrance at bec..they won :( then to McLellan heights..they won :( then to the warf..they won :(..then to st.agnes..WE WON!!! :):):) Then we started car hide and go seek..AWESOME!! I heard the dance was good but pfftt..it aint got nuttin on our night!! ahhhhhhhhhhh awesome..Let's get some coke bitches was crazy hard though..ahhh love you guys!!! :)

4:56PM

oh me oh my...So it's only the third day of school and already the pre-cal is making my mind numb..am I the only one? There was just this one question he wanted us to do for homework and I stared at it for probably..close to an hour..I just couldn't think! My mind took a vacation today or something...

English is just like bleh because there's freaking 37 people in the class!!! :O Although I must say the double today was interesting with "gus" the mouse running around...but that was about it..

Physics looks pretty cool so far..we got a formula and learned about "half-life" today..seems like it'll be good..I understood how to get the answers and what not..

French..well...hmmmm...I'm not very pleased with the odd project we were given, but I guess it's a little interesting? ahhh I suppose it's a tad interesting..the new french teacher seems...nice...I suppose..


...I'm getting a headache :(  

11:43PM

So I just got back from Stephen's party...YAY FOR PARTY FUNNESS!!!! lol It was so nice to see everyone for what might be the last time before school!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I am scared to death to go back to school! I don't know how well I'm going to do in everything and I'm going insane!! ahhhhhhhh but...

anyway back to party talk...which is happy...unlike..SCHOOL!!!!!

So we camped out infront of the bonfire (not to be mistaken for bombfire) and we toasted hotdogs and marshmallows..tasty indeed...I ate wayy too much..then off for a random chocolate run with tyler..muah and then our promiscuous duet lol..inbetween all this craziness..I knocked over Sam's pop and then cursed my toe which became sticky..and then got stepped on by everyone..ow..

then there was random poses with the cameras..muah I'm soo printing those pics off..anyway..that's bout it for now...

------I want you on my team.

11:34PM

MY FRIENDS ARE FREAKING INSANE!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. So tonight, I went out driving with Sam, Becca, Stephen, Tyler, and Katie...it was fun and what not cruising around and yelling "GENTLEMEN!!!" while doing Glace Bay shots..I must admit, the jokes were getting a tad annoying though, but then they did the most unthinkable thing ever!! So unthinkable, in fact, that I do not have the heart to write it here. Let me just say, I had good reason to scream!! And apparently I screamed like an amazon ...shortly after, "Mel's Angels" was formed in which they are all apparently angels (haha good one), ahhhh!!!..all the bad jokes are hurting my head now!! lol ahhh it was however, a good night out...I do love you guys, but right now I don't have to like you all!!!!

11:57AM

Your Celebrity Baby Name Is...

Blue Coco

12:22PM

YESSSS!!!! *does a little dance and jumps around*  last night was sooo awesome!! :):):) oh my I think I'm in love! Maybe that's just my mind going crazy and stuff though..all I know is that I'm getting this feeling that it's all good and I won't get hurt..I suppose we shall see how it all turns out, I just can't stop thinking about  him :) ahhh thanks for the fun night Sam and Stephen!! :)

11:01AM - Chamellionaire!! haha

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

....I used to love that show!! I dressed up as one of them for Halloween one year lol...anyway...you gotta love stalking people right? it's definitely the best thing to do when you're bored..ahhh what a messed up night last night was..geez louise..but I'm glad it happened..I don't regret coming off as a nagging desperate crazy person..hehe..

3:06PM

ahhh so yesterday was awesome..went to the mall at 4 with tyler, sam, and stephen..first we went to wendys (yum) then the mayflower mall, then walmart, then zellers (perhaps not in that order) stephen, sam and I tried out perfume in walmart..I bet we smelled like ass when we got outta there lol. At zellers, sam was determined to get a cute toy from the crane machine..she ended up with 4 toys because the first 3 weren't pretty..haha that bee toy thing was just plain scary!!..I bought makeup..go me!! lol..needless  to say, I was super tired lol then we went driving through the pier and played "ridin' dirty" ahhh I love that song!! lol Then to tyler's house for watching "Wedding Crashers" it was a very fun night indeed.